Random Mumbling jerr

Random Food For Thought :  Tau tak bahasa rasmi negara Singapura ialah Bahasa Melayu. Tapi korang tau kan most Malays kat Singapore pun cakap Melayu tunggang langgang. The thing is kalau Bahasa Melayu adalah bahasa rasmi diorang, kenapa in ch5 (channel Singapore bagi korang yang 'wo pu che tao'), ada iklan berbahasa Mandarin (without subtitle some more), sedangkan bila ada thriller rancangan2 ch. Suria (channel Singapore gakx) voice-over dia cakap Inggelishey aje? Kenapa? Kenapa rancangan2 kat ch5 tu only recently je some of them ada subtitle Malay, while sebelum ni, hanya Mandarin subtitle aje yang ditalanya?

Fikir2kanlah

***Halima ni warga Malaysia ke Singapura??***

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Trust me folks when I say  this - It has been a long long longgg time ago (I mean last week -_-) that I want to put something in this little page, some entries probably. But due to some hesitation and a lot of procrastination, the rest is better left unsaid. Nuff.

Random ye topic kita hari ni. Why? Because me sitting here in the office basically doing everything except working. Yah, few quotations managed to get out, but really... few?? So, since I'm technically jobless let me put some updates here so that I look pretty (*pause*) damn busy right now. 

Oh ya, this Chinese New Year, the management is so generous giving us angpao. Not in form of money, but in form of extra cuti. Well, too bad for our company our working day is 5 1/2 days (alternate Saturday off). So, being the only Malay in Marketing team, of course this coming Saturday I were supposed to be left alone in the office doing nothing but blogwalking and fesbuking. But, like I said the management is very generous and declared that the office is completely close for this Saturday. Meaning me cuti from Thursday till Sunday! 4 days in total! Great! Was that an angpao or what!!

Sound so bodekking, kan?

Ada typo error but I choose to ignore

Since it's going to be a longgg holiday, me and few of my friends namely Shaz, Tina, Ayu and long lost friend, Fida - we're going to meet up on the first day of CNY! Great, isn't it? Firstly, we thought of going outings together - we were planning to go to Kluang to UK Farm and some mandi manda in waterfalls or something; but the weather is not really on our side right now. Kluang sekarang tengah banjir, and if let's say we were to proceed with the plan, those places of interest will then not be that interesting anymore, kan. So, we changed our plan just now. We will be doing some indoor activities. I really really really crossing my fingers right now hoping that Karaoke is not part of it as me batuk2 right now! Yeah, the activities have not been finalized yet. but really my friends - no karaoke, please~~

Owh, another updates on me and my boyfriend. Me and him dah few weeks tak see each other. So sad kan? Well, not really that sad. I feel like single again, best! But, recent comment from Mama sparkled some 'kerinduan' towards him (read : some, SOME ONLY!) But, is it because I rindu the money he supposed to pay me up or what? Owh, it's complicated in here already! (-_-")

I guess that's all folks! Looking forward for the small gathering with my besties. And I shall repeat, no karaoke, ok?

Done!

Desperately in need to revamp my page!!!!!

I really need to change my page settings and design right now. I really really think that my page does not really represent the true me. Feels like i'm faking it. And to browse through others' pages just didn't do much justice to my page as well. Feels like mine was old-fashioned and lefted behind.

I need my page to be an easy-to-read page. Just like Hanis Zalikha's and I truly envy Mr. Obifiend's for his newly-designed page. 

I think with current design - wrong fonts, wrong spacing and all - doesn't help my traffic level also. Upsie~~~


Ok, I know - I'm blogging for all the wrong reason. Or at least it seems like it. Well, trust me, never in a million years I want my writing to be read my numerous number of anonymous readers around the world. I'm not like Mr. Obifiend or Aidid Muaddib whose carrying their own ideologies with their writings. Mine? I'm about everything like mumbling, babbling throughout my posts and.. that's it! I really don't care about my daily traffic. Yeah, i subscribed to Nuffnang, i mean who doesn't! Maybe (just maybe) sooner or later I could get some financial support through the mumbling (I mean babbling). Kalau takde rezeki, I'm all but thankful with whatever I have right now. 


But truth to say that sometimes I also do promote my page through Facebook. That; with only one intention - to get the attention from those friends of mine, like closest friends and maybe long lost friends. You see, sometimes, we are better at writing it as opposed to saying it. So...


But hey, they never visited my page either, so why bother changing the design???


Because I'm sick and tired of this current design! And did I mention earlier that I envy Mr. Obifiend for his new design or for god's sake, his previous design was satisfactory as well? So, pretty good excuses for some page revamp?


I think so...

Drama dan Filem Seram? Trend yang "in" Masa Kini!

Ya. Sambung balik. Semangat betul saya mengupdate entri hari ni. Kesian pembaca2 setia saya gersang entri baru kan? Ups, tercarut ke? Gersang tu bukan kering ke? Tapi gersang sekarang dah ada new meaning kan, alamak! Kalau tak percaya tengok cerita Aku Masih Dara yang masih ditayangkan di pawagam berdekatan anda dan perdengarkan betul2 dialog Farid Kamil. Alamak, tak boleh blah kan bila ada orang cakap “ jom pi pawagam, nak tengok Aku Masih Dara” or “kat pawagam tadi kan I Nampak sipolan2 dan sipolan2 peluk2 tak hengat dunia” Takpe, kita ni kan di Malaysia, Negara yang claim bahasa kebangsaan ialah Bahasa Melayu / Malaysia. Tapi semua penduduknya kan mengagung2kan Bahasa Inggeris. Saya pun “look silly when I speak in Malay what!!” Tak percaya, lihatlah facebook saya, statement yang sama saya persembahkan, ok?

(bunyi cengkerik kat belakang rumah)

 Jom kita check, berapa banyak filem seram di tayangkan sepanjang 2010. Saya ucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru David Teo!! Internet saya kan dial-up. Lembab tahap kura2 berlumba lari dengan siput babi yang takde kaki tuhh.

2 Alam (kesian Dr kena cemuh kao2), Damping Malam, Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah, Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak 2 (kelakar tapi tetap kategori seram – hantu buat lawak), Janin, Ngangkung, Mantra, Niyang Rapik (oi, 8 je? Sikitnya!! Sumber : www.sinemamalaysia.com.my) Sikit tak sikit, jemu jelak wa cakap lu dengan filem kat Malaysia ni. Lapan filem seram tahun 2010 bermakna 8 bulan penuh dengan cerita hantu, Cuma 4 bulan kami free from the ghosts. Wah, kena baca banyak Quran lagi ni supaya lebih banyak bulan dijauhkan dari hantu kan?

Fenomena filem hantu ni macam cendawan tumbuh depan Finas gituh, iaitu bila Malaysia (di bawah naungan Rais Yatim) membenarkan filem2 khurafat ni ditayangkan secara umum. Digemparkan lagi selepas kejayaan juta2 oleh filem Jangan Pandang Belakang, so semua penerbit sibuk terbitkan cerita2 seram. Pastu cari pengarah2 terkenal untuk mengarah. Pastu ceritanya hantunya suka main cak2ba gituh. Cak! Baaaa. Alih alih muncul depan skrin. Nasib baik tak keluar skrin. Takut mak!

Sekarang ni, mungkin dah tayang pun (agaknya~~), cerita Khurafat pulak. Arahan anak Yusof Haslam, maaf. Dato’ Yusuf Haslam. Pengarah yang dulunya main drift2 bagai, sekarang pun dah joinT party. Agaknya, perancang kewangan dia cakap, filem seram ni jual kao2, kalau tak arah rugi woo. Tak caya Tanya David Teo. Or Dato’ David Teo???

Pergh, berbekalkan ayat2 Quran, juta2lah dalam poket tu!!

Ha, tu yang bengang pasal cerita2 seram ni. Yelah, mentang2 genre seram dah halal bersyarat, hamek semua gazette2 semua ada bacaan ayat2 Quran. Bayangkan, David Teo yang belum dapat hidayah tu pun, filem dia ada bacaan puh kanan puh kiri. Ni namanya, cara menghalalkan matlamat ni! Cerita seram haram, tapi kalau ada ayat2 halallah jadinya. Pekejadah!! Kalau secara naifnya, moral of the story seram2 ni ialah baca Quran setiap masa, insya-Allah hantu2 (katanya syaitan) tu tak akan dekat. Hantu2 tu akan menjerit dan kebaboom, hancur!! Senangnya! Kalaulah syaitan senang dihalau dan dihapuskan macam tu, kacang hazelnut la hidup ni. Tapi, kenapa ek, ada pulak ada ajaran2 sesat ek? Pakai jugak ayat2 recycle tu, tapi sesat katanya. Kenapa ek? Ayat jugak pe? Syaitan takut jugaklah kot!

Tulah, life isn’t as simple as that. Life is tough. Syaitan sentiasa ada menghasut kita. Bukankah Nabi (s.a.w.) cakap, syaitan tu berjalan or mengalir dalam salur darah kita. So, memang susahlah kita nak buang syaitan senang2 dalam laut. Memang ada caranya - sentiasa ingat Allah dan melaksanakan suruhan-Nya (tanpa, ulang, tanpa mengharapkan apa2 balasan ie. Ikhlas). Tapi bukan sesenang panggil tok bomoh puh kanan puh kiri pastu action silat bagai, pastu lawan2 bola api ngan syaitan tu, mulut terkumat kamit baca ayat secara echo, pastu mesti syaitan tu kalah, tok bomoh tu menang. I mean, skema gilerr

Tolonglah, takkan semua cerita nak skema macam tu. Takkan semua syaitan kacau orang beragama Islam je. Habis, kalau dia kacau orang bukan Islam dalam cerita Melayu, agak2nya macam mana? Dia panggil tok bomoh Cina, tapi nanti khurafat pulak kan? Kalau filem arahan Yasmin Ahmad filem satu Malaysia, agak2nya macam mana nak satu-Malaysia-kan filem seram Melayu ek???

Dalah!

Fikir2kan dan selamat beramal!

Disclaimer : Saya tak pernah tengok filem Aku Masih Dara di pawagam atau pirated VCD. Saya Cuma tahu dialog “gersang” tu daripada satu entri di blog yang saya follow, tu jek (tak kose dengan filem arahan Ahmad Idham tu, Bro Ahmad Idham, wa hilang respect kat lu! Lu kejar commercial value dan lupa perjuangan lu dalam dunia seni ni. Lu memang mangkuk dan merosakkan lagi imej filem Melayu. Sebab lu, wa rasa ramai lagi akan boikot filem Melayu lepas ni!! Padan muka korang orang pelem)

Dunia Hiburan Malaysia Yang Lame - AJL25

Ya. Halima bersyukur tinggal di Malaysia. Baru je check out kedhaifan rakyat Haiti yang sangat2 menyayat hati. Syukur di Malaysia kita tidak perlu mengemis untuk mengisi perut. Walaupun diakui harga barang2 keperluan naik saban bulan (atau tahun, atau dekad), kita perlu bersyukur, sekurang2nya kadar inflasi dan kadar pengangguran kita tidak setinggi di Zimbabwe. Kita kena bersyukur, walau bagaimanapun kita terasa dipermainkan oleh badut2 politik di Negara ini, askar2 kita hanya berlatih main pistol2, tidak seperti di Korea di mana mereka sekarang berlatih bermain pistol2 di dalam ais kerana mereka perlu bersiap siaga berlawan antara sesame sendiri, Utara dan Selatan. Kita perlu bersyukur walaupun se’lame’nya hiburan di Negara ini, kita masih boleh memilih apa2 hiburan yang kita sendiri ingini secara alternative kat internet. Kalau suka hiburan porn, internet kan ada. Lek bro, TM baru cakap nak ban website2 tu. Rais Yatim proposed supaya caj dikenakan untuk melayari website2 tu, tapi kan belum lagi, jadi korang kena “bersyukur” lah kan? Kan? 

Saya tengah tengok AJL 25 sekarang ni. Best sangat ke? Gelanggang AJL dimulakan dengan Yuna – Cinta Sempurna. Hmm, bukan nak komen apa2 pasal calon2 Juara Lagu tahun 2010 ni. Lantaklah siapa pun tercalon sebab sungguh Halima bukanlah penonton setia Muzik-Muzik setiap minggu. So, I got no comment of how they have selected the nominees.

Namun, saya ada secebis masalah dengan marketing mereka. Tengok tak iklan pencalonan2 mereka? Tak Nampak masalah? Mungkin tak Nampak sebab iklannya agak “urban” I must say. Muka artis2 jalan macam orang cacat lepas tu nama diorang keluar dengan tajuk lagu diorang kan? Yelah yelah! Iklan tu pun dah officially expired kan, tak payah nak cerita ceritut k! Tapi serious ke tak perasan lagi? Alahai simple lah, tak kan tak Nampak? Oklah I cerita ea? Apa kata korang google sket cari apa mission sebenar Juara Lagu diadakan. Ok, I admit statement yang bakal dikatakan di sini memang bias gaban sebab I tak google pun coz I disconnected my internet connection. Ok, bermula kebiasan sekarang juga -  Dulu, diorang cakap Juara Lagu ini untuk menobatkan composer dan penulis lirik lagu2 yang tercalon. Malah Muzik2 juga mempunyai mission yang sama. Tapi balik semula pada iklan yang expired tadi tuh. Korang ada idea tak siapa pencipta2 lagu tu? Korang diperhidangkan dengan nama2 artis yang obviously korang dah kenal kan, tapi kenapa orang2 yang membanting tulang di belakang produk lagu2 itu tidak dipromosikan? Isn’t it against the whole idea of having the Anugerah Juara Lagu? Even in 2000, 2001 dan sewaktu dengannya,  waktu irama Malaysia dihatiku gituh, memang Juara Lagu amat2 menekankan perjuangan menobatkan pencipta2 lagu instead of the singer of the song. Tapi bila lagu diperkenalkan masa nak dipersembahkan – “terimalah lagu Pom Pom Pom yang diciptakan oleh Lulu and the Gang dan penulis liriknya Lulu dan Lili, terimalah Pom Pom Pom Siti NurNotti!!!!!” Audience pun tepuk amai2 belalang kupu2. Diorang tak tepuk untuk orang yang susah2 tu,diorang sebab penyanyinya dah nak start bukak mulut. Yang buat persembahan tu kan penyanyi. Sebab tulah Siti Nurhaliza asyik menang je. Sebab, obviously ramai gila minat dengan Siti **ok, saya bias menonjol di sini**. No doubt ramai dah mula kenal dengan Loloq, Pak Ngah dan Aidit Alfian thanks to AJL, tapi adakah matlamat sebenar Juara Lagu tercapai agak2nya? Selak akhbar2 keesokan harinya korang mesti lantak-pi-lah dengan pencipta2. Korang tetap check-it-out penyanyi nya kan? Pastu masing2 kat opis cerita “ e’eh, si Siti NurNotti tu dress dia macam skema gitu kan? Napa mesti pakai seluar kaler purple, tudung yang tak tutup rambut tu kaler hijau, baju kaler oren? **dress = seluar???** Jap2 balik ke dekad baru, jangan diungkit perkara yang lepas, sebab Halima dah terlampau sekarang ni. Ingat, Halima bukan Aidid Muaddib k? Baiklah, AJL25 – dimulakan dengan dua pengacara yang typical. Ally dan Cheryl. Ally dan Cheryl??? Macam bukan rancangan Melayu kan? Almaklum, nama2 sekarang kan dah takde Halima, Salmah, Fatimah, Asmah, Joyah dan Aisyah. Apatah lagi Ahmad, Jumaat, Sabtu, Khamis dan hari2 lain. Sekarang Daniel, Fasha, Danish dan Tiz Zakyah kan best? Orang yang nama dia Mazlina pun dah tukar jadi Lana kan? Halima pun dah tukar jadi Xa’adea perrrr??? Ok2 dah lari tajuk. Jom jalan ke tempat asal. Lawak2 pengacaraan mereka masih typical. Gaduh sesame sendiri. Faizal asek2 bengkek dengan kehenseman Ally (hensem?? More to poyo adalah!!) dan Ally masih lagi dengan gurau2 manja dengan Faizal pasal ke’licin’nan dan Cheryl? Owh Cheryl… apa2 je lah! Dan Faizal asek gurau notti2 pasal kependekan Ally. Blah la!

Ok, nak sambung lain kali je lah Nak tengok Hafiz dengan Noktah Cinta dia ni. Jangan salah tafsir, buang, buang interpretation tu! Saya tak pernah minat dengan mamat yang rambut dia sama dengan saya tu! Sorry, not my type! Saya stop sebab saya rasa entri saya ni membuatkan saya penat membaca suatu hari nanti (maksudnya, takde orang lain baca, saya aje. Pastu lain kali kalau saya baca balik, saya penatlah baca what-a-crap nihh!!)

Out (entry yang masih terbengkalai – kejemuan saya dengan drama dan filem seram, TV3 mangkok ayun, malu aku nak sama umur dengan sesuatu yang orang puja, suka dan cinta tuhhh!!!!!!!)

**Saya tak out lagi pastu terlepas aksi pembunuhan Hafiz dan silap mata tadi (T.T)**

Out yang benar

Hari ni dipenuhi kenangan

////\\\\////\\\\ Photos credit to my bestie Ayien Shah ////\\\\////\\\\

Pertama, dimulakan dengan gambar yang mengundang banyak notifications kepada mereka2 yang ditag bersama di situ kerana melimpah-limpahnya comment basa-basi gituh. Sunggu terharu pabila kawan baik saya mengup-load pix ni di Facebook. Maka terjalinlah jejak kasih antara aku dan ex-classmates aku. Punyalah excited sebab itulah peluang terbaik untuk mengikat semula jalinan persahabatan terutama kawan2 yang berbangsa Chinese. Kalau tak kerana gambar itu, there's no way I would recognize all of them. Perubahan wajah, malah nama makes it hard to recognize them by just one glimpse. Kesimpulannya, saya suka sebab akhirnya bertemu secara maya dengan Cikgu Biologi saya!! Kesimpulan kedua, saya rasa sungguh tua!!!! Kesimpulan ketiga, school time is the best time EVER!!!!!!!

////\\\\////\\\\ Photos credit to my kezen Puteri Dee ////\\\\////\\\\

////\\\\////\\\\ Photos credit to my kezen Puteri Dee ////\\\\////\\\\

Kedua, bila tergerak hati ini melihat2 (membrowse2) gambar2 my kezens kat Medan and kat KL tu. Seyes, I miss them so much. Sebab, mereka mengingatkanku kepada zaman muda-mudi ku. When I was with them, rasa macam terserlah sangat watak kebudak-budakan ku!! Wow, it is almost a year  since I left KL. Banyak dah berubah. Sorang my kezen tu dah bahagia dengan pakwe tersayang, peluk sakan kerjanya **jeles**. Yang sorang tu, last thing I know dia dah ada driving license. Pastu tup2 tengok pix dia, dah ada MyVi putih which I think should be SE kot **jeles lagi**. Yang dekat Medan tu pulak berjalan sakan. kerjanya Kalau setakat berjalan di Bogor, di Medan, di Jakarta ok lagi. Ni tak!! Asyik2 pix jalan2 kat KL. Kalau I ada kat KL, mesti I ada gak dalam pix tu sebab perangai kami ala2 sama dengan - camerawhoring! So, memang sangat2 jeles **jeles lagi**.

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Status sekarang -> sukatan rindu membuak buak!!!!!!!!!

Bagaimana rasanya sebagai seorang pelajar universiti

Let's talk about my exam pulak. Entahlah, best pulak updating my own blog now. Yelah, instead of asyik leka tengok blog orang lain je kan?


Supply Chain Management – Sucks! Remember the accident? Ok, never mind!


Business Ethics – Narhhh!!! Assignment pun dapat grade 'F'antasticalistic gituh. So, needless to say…


Advanced Writing Skills for University Studies – Alamak, this paper is just like my SPM's Bahasa Malaysia 2^nd paper. Sebabnya, banyak idea melimpah ruah. Tapi masa selalu je dah timing tao! Hasilnya – ilek!


Conclusion – Bad bad bad bad me! Get ready for you first resit ye Cik Halimah?!

bosan ke blogwalking?

Ok, aku main belasah je tajuk entri aku kali ni. Sebab I've no specific topic to talk about actually. Jadi apa yg mindaku terpikir masa aku type, nilah yang akan terkeluar sebagai entri aku kali ni. Entah kenapa, rasa macam hari ni kurang menaip lah aku ni! Official quotation satu pon tarak kuar. Aku kerja ke kerja dah kerjakan aku?

So, in the end (maksudnya, end of the daylah, bab now already 7.00pm dah abis working hour, rasa cam my rider lambat datang so I think sempatlah beranak 1 entri ari ni. Rider eh, bukan driver coz kan ari tu eksiden? Ingat tak murid2?)

Ok, ulang balik arr as in bracket tadi panjang berjela, jelak pulak menengoknya:-

So, in the end, I think I better give myself some kinda satisfaction by rambling about absolutely nothing here, and proving that I can actually type fast2 you know!

So, nak cerita apa ni?

Eh, apa cerita subject kat atas tu? Boleh jadikan topic nihh *poyo*

Jawapannya, taklah. Tak bosan pon. Best, sebab macam2 ideology dibentangkan oleh numerous number of talented bloggers. Mission accomplished! Finished!

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Haih, I want to write in English lah. Besides that I look silly sound silly when I type in Malay (poyo the 2nd time), I also type faster when the words are actually in English compared to in Malay, this time it's a fact, bro! Betul, tak tipu! So, the language problem is solved, but the main problem is still .... - what to ramble about?? 

Ok, let's talk about ambition in general. Like, cita2 gituh. Ok, in terms of writing, actually I want to write entries that are full of facts. Oh sungguh murni niatku. Serious! But, dari mana datangnya idea murni ni, some may ask. It was when I got myself used to lots of researches for my assignments; it has hit me that I need to set up a personal space to ramble around; write but write it right - with facts! Cos every single facts in the assignment kan kena ada references, or else we'll be punished for plagiat (sengaja taknak cakap plagiarism kat sini). Tapi, apa jadi dengan cita2 murni itu? Jawapannya - kelaut! Sorry for those who have been following my blog (tak ramai pun, I know). Memang blog saya blog sengal, sedar diri saya ni. But, I strongly believe, sooner or later this page will be one of the medium for people to share their thoughts about some serious issues, be it politics, religions, races, or whatever that we think seriously. Wah, cita2 lagi! I'm just being positive, if I may...Sopan, mintak izin gituh...

What's more to talk about regarding my ambitions? 

Besides the writing part, I actually am feeling a bit despair (ok, seriously this word came out of nowhere)

Ulangan...

Besides the writing part, I actually am feeling a bit despair comparing my life with the lives of my friends back in high school. To be frank, I helplessly might consider myself as one of the smartest pupils in class. The relevance is simple - with less time studying, with lots of play-play, I could still score. Just imagine if I chose to work really hard, I bet I am now in London menghabiskan beras kerajaan yang mensponsoring me study over there! Ok, tak real sungguh! But, serious, I was smart, but lazy. I was kinda nerd, but slow. I was goody2 but maybe tak ikhlas kowtt? This is the real fact as far as I know. Proof is; my fellow classmates thought I was among the 7 or 8 students who got straight As in PMR. Because masa ambik result tu, 6 and 7 straight As students tu dah revealedalready. So, left another one more student lah, and they all thought it was me. See the high expectation? Then, came SPM, my Add Maths teacher thought I was among the A1 scorers for the subject. Because being the smartest Malay student for that subject memang tak salahlah Cikgu Sabariah berfikiran sebegitu kan? But, turned out I got A2, dan budak yang tak disangka2 dapat A1, lelaki Malay lak tu, tercabar saya!!!! Then, considering that I used to be an SIGS chick masa form 1 dulu, suppose made me have some kinda high class attitude and oh-what-so-ever stuff that was supposed mean, I supposed to have some kinda guaranteed successful life just like almost all ex-SIGSes that I've known. Ok, this is irrelevant fact. Moving on.. Just imagine, during high school, I was among those students who listened to Hitz.fm, who never missed a single issue of Galaxie magazine, who listened to Christina Aguilera, Mariah Carey, Britney Spears, Spice Girls, All Saints and not forgetting boybands such as BSB, N'Sync, Westlife (I know, lame!) And oh ter-forgot, Too Phat. So normally, this kind of people don’t you think, talk English very the very good? At least can understand people talk English la. So, when go for interview, sure goreng speaking abis lah kan? Then, got hired for higher post la ---something like that. Ni tak. I still ditakuk lama. Sama je macam those kerani cabuk once I pernah kenal dulu. Bukan nak downgrade or hina mereka, but isn’t it seemed unfair that I am similar to them in that sense? Ok, I know, I know, the music we listen to has got nothing to do with our luck in life! I know, betol!! But seriously, let’s say when I’m in the office, my lips are mumbling around (mumbling around???) nyanyi2 lagu2 mat salleh yang most of my colleagues dunno the lyrics of, kengkadang buat diri ini malu (read : malu, bukan bangga!). The point is, my lifestyle is different from them. But, I have to be with them as I unable to see there is any way for me not to be like or with them. Ok, fakta banyak tak relevan, I know!!

The fact is, it was entirely my fault. I do not have the skill to living a life. At school, kita boleh become somebody else. Take me for example. Dulu when I was in SIGS, people thought that I ni anak load (or at least some of them did). While in reality actually , paham2 jelah kan?  So, sama jugak masa me at high school dulu, people thought I ni smart, but in life, I smartass! In life, I've made bunch of big mistakes, wrong decisions, wrong turns and so on. So, here I am, way behind all of them, as proud as a peacock!

Nuff said!

Oklah, I tipu, entry ni disambung setelah I reached home just now. So, technically I didn’t just type blindly to produce this entry, I have just sweet and ample time to check and recheck, edit and re-edit. Sorry guys! I think that’s all for my cita2, later I cita benda lain pulak.

Fenomena Halimah jongang

Salam all,

Bestnya tadi baru pasan ada orang comment kat enri aku. Thanks to Along Tapa. Sori beb, baru pasan ade comment. Kalau blog orang lain mesti comment2 laju2 je masuk. Tapi blog aku ni tak ramai pengunjung, jadi aku memang tak suspect dan expect orang sudi jenguk dan catat kat sini.


Ramai orang dah tau pasal cerita Halimah Jongang kan kat Astro Prima? Sebagai orang yg mempunyai outstanding balance kat account Astro, aku memang tak follow langsung certa Halimah Jongang part 2 tu. Toksah kata part 2, masa aku ada Astro dulu, Part 1 masih on air pon aku tok se nak cekidut (check it out versi kawan aku, Diana). Apa pasal aku tak nak tengok ek? Mungkin ceritanya sama dengan cerita aku? Mungkin ceritannya menceritakan tentang cerita aku?

Sebab~~~

Sebab nama aku Halima. Dan aku adalah sipi2 jongang sikit. Aku terasa ke dgn cerita tu? Tak lah! Please!!!

Cuma yang aku tak paham kenapa mesti ada nama2 specific bila nak kutuk2 ni? I mean, take for example, Bob. Orang nama Bob ni synonimnya gemokk, boyot. Nama mak aku, Fatimah pun ada macam adalah lagu lama gak pasal Fatimah. Bila member tempat lama aku kebetulan gak nama dia Fatimah, derang pun bukak henpon dan tunjuk video orang gila kat Tampoi nyanyi lagu kekasih dia nama Fatimah. Isu Halimah jongang tak pernah wujud dalam hidup aku. Belum pernah orang synonimkan nama aku dengan jongang, walaupun aku adelah sedikit jongang. Aku tak kesah sebenarnya kalau ade yang berani nak pecah telur, kutuk aku. Aku tak kesah, seyess!

Tapi, bukankah itu suatu diskriminasi jika kita guna nama2 ini dan gabungkan dengan sesuatu yang tidak sempurna? Rasanya macam tulah. Aku bukan emo sebab nama aku yang derang guna. Tapi aku rasa kurang berpuas hati dengan langkah pihak2 tertentu utk mengadakan part 2 dan mungkin dah part 3 tok cerita tu, mungkin aku je yg tak tau. Macam takde kesedaran sivik gituh!!

Kata Eddie Hamid, dia cakap dia tak berniat nak menghina menerusi lagu yang tajuknya sama dengan cerita tu. Tapi kesian jugak dia jadi mangsa orang2 yang sememangnya jongang. Sebab orang2 ini tak puas hati, dan dia jadi sasaran. Kesian kan? Kesian ke? Lagi kesian dgn orang yg jongang2 tu, bab perubahan memerlukan kos yang tinggi. Kesian. Lagi kesian dengan Eddie Hamid -_-'

Apa apa jelah. Yang penting fenomena ini perlu distopkan. Macam unstopbebal. Mesti full stop! Ada paham?
Aku tak emo pasal nama aku Halima, tapi tolonglah hentikan diskriminasi ini. Kesian kat orang yang betul2 jongang sakan tu. Aku jongang tapi mama cakap jongang aku kiut. Macam gak yang kawan aku Diana tu, dia jongang, tapi santekkkkk. Aku tak cantik pon! -_-

p/s: Cik halimah, Halimah Jongang tu belum dan tak akan pernah jadi fenomena. Jangan nak tangkap gleme lak!!

my day my luck over december my bad

Hi Hi Hi..

It's December in progress, y'all. Yippie! This is the best time for most of those who are working in private companies to keep wondering, will there be any bonuses this year end? How much? And for some of you (maybe) are thinking, is there anymore shopping complexes that I haven't visited this month? You know, for YES (Year-End-Sale). 

Wow, very decent intro, dearie...

Ok, let's cut to the chase.

December for me is an exam months, the most boringest (wish there is such word) month ever, the 2nd boringest of course June la, exam as well maa. Oklah, I actually pretty reluctant to comment further about that topic, simply because I've had enough! Nuff said!!!

This month, It has only been 2 days since 30th November. But I think I’ve gone through some of the most hardest experiences in my life. Let’s watch below clips which will offer some tips or hints of what has happened: 

My car has lost its one eye - operation-in-progress

Up-close and personal :-)

Move to the side of the road - an act of considerate road user :-)

Serpihan kaca - it's anoyying to hear all those kereta and all main langgar je serpihan2 ni after my car has been moved

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Bukan senang nak dapat advantage taking picture in the middle of the busy road such as Pasir Gudang Highway, yippie!!

Under-The-Bridge

Up-close and personal. pfft.. sakit mata!!!

The view from inside, it was rather disturbing i must say~~

Finally, towed to Seri Alam for further action, pehh, lega

All my captions above show how frustrating I am at this moment (I mean, you have to read between the line la my dear!).  Like I mean, how wonderful it was for me to experience my first time being inside the tow truck. 

See???

Ok, I'm out. Don't wanna talk type too much!! Exhausted already!! 

perasaan sekarang?

aliran entriku selepas ini pastinya tidak seperti 2 3 bulan lepas.
hanya apa yang saya boleh katakan, bunyi pecahan cermin besar seringkali terngiang2 di telinga.
mungkin itulah keadaan hati saya sekarang ini, tapi pasti pasrah.
cermin pecah lagi... dan lagi... dan lagi...dan lagi...
tapi pasti tetap pasrah

Persoalan - Mungkin ada yang mempersoalkan (harap2 begitulah), mengapa? rumusannya = kehidupan

Kehidupan saya terbentuk melalui pelbagai aspek : pekerjaan, keluarga, cinta, sahabat, pelajaran dan macam2 lagi. Jadi, apa puncanya, some might ask.
Pekerjaan : mungkin, no comment.
Keluarga : mungkin, no comment.
Cinta : mungkin, no comment.
Sahabat : mungkin, no comment.
pelajaran : no comment.
macam2 lagi : mungkin, no comment.

Reaksi saya, hanya pasrah...

Image kopipested from janrichardmatanguihan.blogspot.com

sepertinya banyak harapan saya hancur (sangat banyak, terlalu banyak). but some would say, hope is only for losers. so, biarlah hancur, tidakku ingin pasang harapan dan angan2 lagi. sekarang i feel like a loser for not hoping anything at all. But, I hope his theory (hope is only for losers) is true. Again, I hope~~

Perasaan sekarang? Sakit, pedih, teraniaya, muram, dendam, kosong, celaru, pening, tak tao, blur, marah, geram, beserah, rasa bersalah, hopeless, helpless, ngantuk, penat, kesal, ragu2, pasrah

Nampaknya, satu phrase yang Halima bawa dari few years back cos I liked it because it has rythm "Just go with the flow, and see how it goes" memang mengenai batang hidung sendiri, kerana itulah yang saya lakukan.

Untuk apa2 punca saya menjadi begini, tidak perlulah paksa saya untuk meluahkannya.
Cuba.
Dan jawapannya tetap sama - no comment. Tiada hint, maaf.

Cermin pecah lagi... dan lagi... dan lagi... pasti tetap pasrah

Sahabat,
Nantikan berita gembira, jangan ditanya yang duka, sebab saya pasrah
maaf, bunyi cermin pecah is echoing...bingit!